Part of USS Akira: WAtB: Akira Squadron and Bravo Fleet: We Are the Borg

Prologue – Return to Duty – A Daughter’s Tears

Alpha Quadrant: Trill, Ves Homestead
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Amidst the vibrant hues of Trill, where the azure skies intermingle with fields of amethyst flora and the rhythmic lapping of purple-hued oceans against the shores, Captain Vausees stood overlooking the horizon. Her silver-trimmed uniform, a stark contrast against the resplendent backdrop, billowed gently in the balmy breeze. The tranquility of her home planet should have been a source of solace, yet the heaviness in her chest lingered—the grief for her departed father, a beacon of wisdom and guidance, hung like an invisible shroud. As she gazed upon the singular moon that cast an ethereal glow over the landscape, memories of her father flooded her thoughts, and the ache of loss was keenly felt in the midst of Trill’s celestial beauty.

Vax, her symbiont, wove a gentle tapestry of memories and emotions within Vausees’ mind, attempting to offer solace as best it could in the face of her deep sorrow. Flashes of shared experiences flickered through her thoughts—glorious sunsets witnessed together, the thrill of exploration on distant planets, and the innumerable conversations filled with wisdom and warmth that she’d had with her father. As Vausees brushed away the traces of tears from her now almost pallid, light blue eyes, the weight of her loss bore down heavily upon her. The news of her father’s passing pierced through her heart like a shard of ice, delivered to her while she was on a mission for Starfleet HQ. Despite the pressing demands of her duties, she and her crew had unanimously opted for an indefinite Leave of Absence, recognizing the gravity of this personal crisis that had abruptly emerged.

Standing at the precipice of grief, she grappled with the duality of her responsibilities to Starfleet and her profound need to navigate this emotional tempest, to find closure and peace in the wake of her father’s departure. The ethereal beauty of Trill, usually a soothing balm for her soul, seemed to accentuate her loss with each captivating hue and every lapping wave that whispered against the shore. The once comforting landscapes now mirrored the ebb and flow of her emotions, oscillating between the nostalgia of cherished memories and the ache of an irreplaceable absence.

Vax, the symbiont nestled within her, projected a comforting warmth and a subtle reassurance, offering a sense of companionship that transcended the tangible. It tried to anchor her in the vast expanse of emotions and recollections, serving as a reminder of the enduring legacy of knowledge, experiences, and connections that her father had left behind within their shared consciousness.

With resolve in her heart and the support of Vax’s soothing presence, Vausees began to contemplate her path ahead, recognizing that while the pain of loss was a weight she must carry, the love, guidance, and teachings imparted by her father would forever illuminate her journey, shaping her decisions and fortifying her spirit as she navigated the turbulent seas of grief on her beloved homeworld.

Vausees’ footsteps echoed softly within the mausoleum, a place of solemn beauty that her father had constructed according to her wishes. The hushed ambience enveloped her as she entered, guided by the dim, ambient lighting. In the heart of the mausoleum, where a solitary tomb had once stood, there were now two, side by side. She came to a pause, her fingers tenderly resting on her father’s tomb, his image shimmering within a holographic display. A lone teardrop escaped her light-blue eyes, tracing the contours of her cheek as the weight of her loss pressed upon her once more.

 

But even in her profound grief, she summoned the strength to close her eyes, her head slowly turning to face the other tomb—the resting place of her dearest friend and first love, Trance. As her eyelids fluttered open, a tender smile graced her lips, a reflection of the cherished memories now provided by Vax. The symbiont, attuned to her needs, shared glimpses of moments spent with Trance, the warmth of their friendship, and the intensity of their love, a connection that had once filled her heart with joy and laughter.

 

“Thank you,” she whispered in her mind, her gratitude conveyed to Vax. The memories interwoven with her grief offered a respite, a reminder of the beauty that had once thrived in her life. As Vausees continued to stand between the two tombs, her father and Trance, the solemnity of the mausoleum became a sacred space where her sorrow was mingled with cherished recollections, and where the love she had experienced and the wisdom she had gained provided a beacon of light amid the shadows of loss.

Within the solemn hush of the dimly lit chamber, Vausees’ senses were attuned to the soft echoes of approaching footsteps, an intrusion into the sanctity of this sacred place. She had always known that there were only three people who would dare to enter this space, and as she discerned the distinct cadence of the approaching footsteps, the list quickly narrowed down to just one—Debrah, her beloved wife.

With a heart heavy with emotion, Vausees rested her hand on Trance’s tomb, a silent acknowledgment of the memories that bound her to this place. She then knelt before the tomb; her head briefly bowed in a moment of profound reflection. The weight of history and love was palpable in the air as she leaned forward to plant a tender kiss on the cool stone marker of her first love’s final resting place. In a soft, whispered utterance, her words were a bittersweet expression of enduring affection, “I love you and miss you. Take care of our father.”

Just outside the chamber, Debrah stood in respectful silence, her heart filled with empathy and an unwavering respect for Trance’s memory and the irreplaceable place she had held in Vausees’ heart. She had known of the bond that Vausees had shared with Trance, of the profound loss Vausees had suffered when Trance passed away in her arms during a mission. Yet, Debrah had never sought to replace or overshadow the past, for she understood that love was not a finite resource but a boundless force. Her presence in this moment, her unspoken understanding, was a testament to the depth of their own love, which was secure enough to coexist with cherished memories of the past.

Vausees, her eyes shimmering with emotion, offered a soft, grateful smile as she rose from her kneeling position, the chamber a place where past and present, love and loss, were intertwined, and where their shared history was honored in the warmth of their love for one another.

As they stood at the threshold of the mausoleum, Vausees turned to face Debrah, her heart warmed by the intertwining of their fingers. The cool, crisp breeze that kissed their skin served as a poignant reminder that even in the midst of loss, life carried on, and healing could begin. Vausees held Debrah’s hand firmly, a silent reassurance that together, they could face whatever challenges lay ahead.

With the weight of her father’s loss still fresh in her heart, Vausees turned her gaze towards her wife, a question forming in her mind. She inquired about the reason for Debrah’s sudden presence in the mausoleum, suspecting that it was more than a mere visit. “Who has called?” she asked, her voice tinged with a sense of anticipation as they stood under the night sky.

Debrah’s smile faded, replaced by a solemn expression. She corrected Vausees with a revelation that shifted the tone of their conversation, “Not who, but what… Fourth Fleet needs us.”

Vausees’ eyes widened as the gravity of the situation settled upon her. Her indefinite Leave of Absence, a respite she had sought to grieve her father’s passing, was now under threat by an unknown force. “Is there anything else or was it a priority one call?” she inquired, her captain’s instincts and sense of duty rekindling within her, the cool night air heavy with the weight of responsibility.

In the face of this unexpected summons, the couple knew that they would have to brace themselves for a new mission, a fresh set of challenges, and the resumption of their roles as Starfleet officers. As they stood together under the starlit expanse, the future lay uncertain, but they were ready to confront it side by side, and with their crew.

In her father’s homestead, Vausees sat at his desk, the holo-transmitter projecting the emblem of the Fourth Fleet, the “Shield and Lightning Bolt,” floating and rotating before her. The priority one security clearance message had cast a shadow of uncertainty, and her eyes narrowed as she contemplated the unknown that lay on the other side.

 

After a moment of hesitation, she conceded to the inevitable and reached to tap on the flashing icon. A female voice emanated from the transmitter, demanding authorization. Vausees took a breath and spoke with clarity, “Captain, Vax, Vausees. Authorization, 1-0-9-Alpha-Tango-8-4-Omega. Priority one.”

 

The room fell silent and heavy as she waited for the computer to process her code. It felt like an eternity, but finally, a soft tone resonated, and the emblem on the transmitter shifted to that of a man she recognized. His name eluded her, but his face was unforgettable, a reminder of the past when he had tried to dissuade her from leaving the Fourth Fleet months ago.

 

As his voice filled the room, Vausees listened, the words clawing at her eardrums. His orders were clear, revoking her leave of absence and mandating her immediate return to the Fourth Fleet for reassignment at the highest priority.

 

“The highest priority?” she muttered to herself, her mind racing to discern the purpose behind this unexpected recall. “But why me?” Her thoughts spiraled, searching for any plausible explanation that could call her back from indefinite leave of absence.

 

The transmission seemed to respond to her query, stating, “The contents of your reassignment will be transmitted to your ready room aboard the Akira.”

 

A wry smirk played on Vausees’ lips as she listened, a glimmer of intrigue stirring within her. “Furthermore,” the voice continued, “Captain Bettencourt will also be receiving an exact copy of the reassignment.”

 

Abruptly, the transmission ended, and the Fourth Fleet emblem returned to the holo-transmitter. Confusion and frustration welled up within Vausees, and she couldn’t help but exclaim, “What the fuck?”

 

She sat there in the dimly lit room, perplexed by the cryptic orders and the sudden twist of fate. Her mind raced with questions and uncertainty. To gain some clarity, she opened a drawer in her father’s desk, revealing her ComBadge. She picked it up and, with a determined thumb press, initiated communication.

 

“Captain Vax to USS Akira and USS Wolf.” The call reverberated through the homestead, a signal to her ships that she was ready to confront the enigma that had disrupted her leave of absence and beckoned her back into the heart of the Fourth Fleet’s operations.

Comments

  • It's a slow burn - but a slow burn that works. The loss of her father is a heavy presence here in this story, and we're made keenly aware of the care that existed between them...and the sudden emptiness that she's feeling. The duality of the Trill is related well here - the two of them working together to process the grief, the sadness, and the overall feelings weighing on the host's mind and body. I was wondering where we were going next, and it was answered with the arrival of Vax's wife. Now, Vax must return to the ranks - but the mourning feels incomplete, and there's worry there that she isn't truly ready to face the Borg...but she has little choice. I enjoyed the reflective nature of this story and am intrigued to see what's next!

    November 10, 2023
  • A really beautiful chapter, I especially appreciated the vivid descriptions of Vax and the inner turmoil she is struggling with. The journey through her grief both in this moment and as a longer process was excellently written and a pleasure to read. I also enjoyed the concept of the symbiote attempting to provide comfort in its own way, naturally it’s own concept of grief and death being significantly different. I’m looking forward to watching Vax explore this journey with Ferguson and hopefully find some catharsis and closure.

    November 10, 2023
  • A thought provoking and well written piece of work; giving a insight into the thoughts and feelings of Vax. I will be interested to see how this develops and what the task is Fourth Fleet has called the two of them back to undertake.

    November 22, 2023