Part of USS Blythe: These are the Voyages

These are the Voyages: Patel’s Reflection

Earth Spacedock, Sol System, Alpha Quadrant
May, 2401
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The walls and ceiling plating within the corridors of Earth Spacedock still bore the marks of dents, scratches, and bruises. Amidst this backdrop, Kiaran Patel navigated his way, bound for his new assignment – the USS Blythe, awaiting him on the far side of the colossal space station. A mere few weeks had passed since a harrowing event unfolded within the space surrounding the station, an event in which Kiaran played a role. As the first officer aboard the USS Brooklyn, he had been an eyewitness to the devastation brought about by the Borg invasion.

The memory of that day was still fresh. It was during the unveiling of the new NX12.11 Fleet Formation protocol, a concept that Kiaran staunchly supported. Suddenly, his young crewmates began to transform. The initial signs were subtle – their silence – but in an instant, these young officers synchronized and attempted to seize control of the bridge. However, Kiaran, whose background in security had prepared him for such contingencies, wasted no time. Without hesitation, he took swift action, following regulations to the letter and eliminating the threat they posed.

Thankfully, the Borg threat was thwarted, and soon after the chaos subsided, Kiaran received transfer orders to the USS Blythe. The news carried a deeper implication – he was to serve as the Executive Officer to Captain Silas Crowe, a newly promoted leader. While Kiaran may have felt that he deserved a captaincy of his own by now, he recognized this transfer as a promotion in its own right. Starfleet’s decision communicated a clear message – there was no Commander more apt than him to guide and support a newly appointed captain.


As he navigated through the corridors of the USS Blythe en route to the captain’s quarters, currently doubling as a temporary office, Kiaran couldn’t help but be struck by the ship’s commendable attributes.  Despite having experience on larger vessels, he found himself genuinely impressed by the capabilities and prowess of the Blythe. Being well aware of the design philosophy behind California-class starships, Kiaran acknowledged their versatility – tailored to execute a myriad of missions with remarkable ease.

Having finally arrived at the quarters, Kiaran felt a sense of anticipation as he prepared to meet his new commanding officer. He meticulously checked his uniform, ensuring it remained as pristine as always – not a single wrinkle or smudge could be found. His shoes gleamed with a polished shine, and he even inspected his rank pips, aligning them with precision and uniformity.

“You know, you could just ring the chimes?” a voice interjected from behind him.

Initially unamused by the comment, Kiaran debated whether to dignify the statement with a response. However, he pivoted on his heels to address the source of the remark, ‘I’m sure it’s one of the smudged greasemonkeys’ he thought to himself. 

To his surprise, he locked eyes with a gray-haired human male in a uniform adorned with red shoulders, displaying four pips on his collar. The man held a mug that emitted the inviting aroma of coffee, his expression a blend of curiosity and puzzlement.

“Captain Crowe, sir. I was just ensuring my uniform is impeccable,” Kiaran quickly explained.

Captain Crowe acknowledged Kiaran’s attention to detail with a nod, his reply laced with understanding. “I can see and appreciate that, Commander Patel. Given the station’s current state and the ongoing upgrades to the Blythe, I wouldn’t fault you for a less-than-pristine uniform. Frankly, I’m impressed yours is as pristine as it is. As for myself, I managed to spill coffee on mine not long ago. Thankfully, the stain is hidden on the darker fabric, so it won’t be noticeable.” With that, Captain Crowe opened the door to his makeshift office.

Following Captain Crowe into the room, Kiaran couldn’t help but think, ‘Coffee spillage a few hours ago? It’s becoming evidently clear why Starfleet has assigned me to this ship’s captain.’

Captain Crowe signaled for Kiaran to settle into one of the armchairs thoughtfully positioned in the lounge area of the quarters. He inquired, “Can I offer you a beverage? The replicator in this room is temporarily out of service, but there’s a functional one in the pantry down the hallway. That’s actually where I was heading from just a moment ago.”

Kiaran courteously declined the offer for a beverage, and Captain Crowe motioned for him to take a seat in one of the armchairs thoughtfully arranged in the lounge area of the quarters. As they settled in, Captain Crowe began to address his new first officer.

“Commander Patel, allow me to formally welcome you aboard the USS Blythe. The ship is currently being prepared to meet our expectations and should be ready for launch in a few days. Let’s take this opportunity to get to know each other better, as we’ll be working closely together.”

“Thank you, Captain. I’m honored by the opportunity and fully committed to supporting you in any way possible. Given your recent promotion to captain, I’m here to provide assistance where needed. I’ve read about the tragic events involving your previous command, and I assure you, I’m here to ensure that history won’t repeat itself,” Kiaran responded with an air of determination, unaware of the impact his words were about to make.

Captain Crowe’s demeanor shifted subtly as he responded, “What do you mean by that, Commander?” His tone transformed from gentle to stern, and a sudden intensity filled his eyes.

“Well, Captain, it’s clear that Starfleet assigned me to your side to offer guidance, especially considering what transpired at Tharsis. From what I’ve gathered, you could benefit from having someone like me – someone who knows Starfleet regulations inside and out – by your side. Perhaps with the right guidance, the station’s fate could have been different,” Kiaran explained, unknowingly striking a sensitive chord with Captain Crowe.

Captain Crowe’s voice took on a sharper tone as he retorted, “Let me stop you there, Commander. I am more than aware of Starfleet regulations and protocols. Your assignment is not because you’re an exemplary officer. Frankly, I didn’t contest it because I believe in redemption. This is your last chance, Commander Patel. I only allowed this because I believe anyone can change.”

“My last chance? Redemption? Sir, I must protest. While I understand that my record might be intimidating, I’ve followed protocols and regulations meticulously for years. I don’t appreciate being cast in such a light,” Kiaran responded, his frustration evident.

Captain Crowe’s voice grew even more commanding as he replied, “Commander Patel, this isn’t about my ego. To be honest, I’m not even sure why I was promoted. But I need you to understand something. This is your last chance. I’ve spoken to both of your former commanding officers, and I’ll read you their statements.”

Crowe manipulated his padd briefly before beginning to read aloud, “This is a statement from Captain Rovan of the USS Orion: ‘Kiaran Patel is a capable officer with a thorough understanding of Starfleet regulations, which served him well during his time in the security division. However, I came to regret promoting him to XO after my previous first officer passed away in the line of duty. His promotion was out of necessity rather than merit, and I overlooked the fact that Commander Patel lacked the necessary empathy to be an effective first officer. After two years, I requested his transfer in hopes that he might grow and develop elsewhere.’”

Kiaran was taken aback by Captain Crowe’s revelation. What had started as a seemingly positive message had quickly turned into regret and a request for transfer. Kiaran was at a loss for words.

Captain Crowe continued, “And this is what Captain Underling had to say: ‘Commander Patel is an officer who knows every detail of Starfleet’s code of conduct and every written law and regulation. Unfortunately, he lacks the character to apply them effectively. After years of constant debates between Commander Patel, my senior staff, and myself, something within me snapped during the Borg invasion on Frontier Day. Commander Patel unhesitatingly shot and killed junior officers who had just been assimilated. While his actions were within regulations, they conflicted with my values. I believe in at least attempting to save our crew, but Commander Patel didn’t consider that. Even after the events he showed no sign of empathy or remorse. Because his actions were within the rules, I couldn’t justify demotion, so I requested a transfer.’”

Crowe’s gaze fixed on Kiaran, who sat before him with tears in his eyes. The weight of his years as an executive officer seemed to bear down on him, and he began to reflect on the lessons he had seemingly failed to grasp.

“I want you to understand that I’m not here to hurt you,” Captain Crowe continued, his tone softer now. “Honestly, I believe you should face a court-martial for your actions on Frontier Day, even if regulations don’t provide a clear precedent. But I also see an officer who upholds Starfleet’s ideals, and that’s commendable. You’re not here to teach me, Kiaran. I’m here to guide you, to instill empathy, and to help you become the best officer Starfleet has ever seen, if you’ll allow me.”

As the weight of his former commanding officers’ statements settled in, Kiaran was engulfed by a mix of emotions. Betrayal coursed through him, a sense of being let down by those who were supposed to guide and mentor him. Years of debates and conflicts now made sense, and a surge of anger bubbled up as he realized they had chosen to transfer him instead of confronting the issues directly. Yet, amidst the anger, a glimmer of gratitude emerged—gratitude for Captain Crowe’s honesty and straightforwardness.

Crowe’s approach, though painful, had opened Kiaran’s eyes to his own shortcomings. He began to see that the rigid adherence to rules and regulations had overshadowed his ability to empathize, to consider the bigger picture, to put the safety and well-being of the crew first. The realization stung, but it also kindled a spark of understanding. Perhaps it was time for him to evolve, to grow beyond his previous approach, and to learn the value of empathy and adaptability in leadership.

As the tense silence hung between them, Kiaran’s thoughts raced. He knew he had a choice to make—cling to his stubborn beliefs or embracing the opportunity to change and learn. It was a decision he couldn’t make in an instant, but the seed of transformation had been planted, and Kiaran felt a newfound determination to cultivate it.

“Captain, I… I had no idea,” Kiaran managed to say, his voice tinged with emotion as his eyes welled up.

Captain Crowe nodded, his stern expression softening as he recognized the sincerity in Kiaran’s words. “Thank you for being open to this discussion, Commander Patel. It’s not an easy thing to face, but I believe in your potential to grow and become an exceptional leader.”

Kiaran wiped a tear from his eye, his emotions still raw from the revelations. “I appreciate your honesty, Captain. And you’re right, I need to change, to learn how to be a better leader, officer and person.”

“I’m sure you are a fine person XO. We all have our journeys to embark upon, Commander,” Crowe replied, his voice carrying a reassuring tone. “And I’m here to support you every step of the way. This ship, the USS Blythe, is a chance for all of us to make a fresh start. Together, we’ll navigate the challenges and work towards a stronger and more united crew.”

As Kiaran looked at Captain Crowe, he felt a mixture of humility and hope. This unexpected encounter had shifted the course of his understanding and, perhaps, his entire career. With the promise of guidance and the potential for growth, he felt a renewed sense of purpose and determination to become the leader he aspired to be.

“Come, let me give you a tour of our ship… Number One,” Captain Crowe said, rising from his seat and gesturing for Kiaran to accompany him.

With a sense of relief, Kiaran stood up from his chair and followed the Captain out, feeling as though a heavy burden had been lifted from his shoulders.

Comments

  • Nice reversal of the character’s perceptions in this story! I liked the theme of Crowe’s forgiveness, covering everything from the state of a uniform to career and character flaws. I’m really glad you put in the line about Patel being angry that his superiors never confronted his issues directly, because that was my first thought when Crowe started sharing their reviews with him. The fact that he actually cried made me like him all the more! He clearly has a lot of emotion really close to the surface, and I look forward to the chance to see him grow!

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